A step closer to our dreams❤

Alhamdulillah, a day that i will remember forever. I'm so grateful to have you in my life. Thank you❤

Drifting away

I've tried and i've cried.
Laying in bed, while my eyes still red.
As i dry those tears, i still fear.
Fear of falling as i keep on trying.

We are all under the same sky

Sitting under the sky,

Dwelling about those lies.

Hoping to find some light,

In this darkness i try to fight.

A Superwoman In Disguise

Today, I nearly punch the wall again.
I feel really annoyed that people think that i'm a superwoman.
Look, I really can't be there to settle your problems.
I have my own problems too, ok?
I really don't understand why you can't do things by yourself?
Did I mature too fast? (Cause I find it ridiculous for someone older than me to not be independent)
I'm a human being too and I do need help at times.

I tried to understand.
I tried.

Tabahlah hati

Tabahkanlah hati ini, ya rabb.

Sesungguhnya aku hanya insan yang lemah.
Sesungguhnya aku sentiasa memerlukan petunjukmu.
Ada masanya aku ingin mengaku kalah.
Ada masanya aku terduduk, diam terpaku.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah iman kami yang tak seberapa ini.
Sesungguhnya kami telah banyak berdosa terhadapMu.
Tetap cintaMu terhadap kami tiada ganti.
Kemaafan kami tidak pernah Kau jemu.

Janganlah letakkan aku kembali kepada tempat yang kau pernah lindungi aku sebelum ini.

Ya Allah, dari lubuk hati aku memohon maaf. Walau tangisan deras di pipi, walau mata tetap berkaca, walau hidup tetap sepi, walau mulut tak mampu berkata; tetap Allah yang kita ada.

Barely surviving

I thought of typing out a long post today but i decided not to. It's been really shitty. And i see not point in ranting about it.

How do you measure happiness?

Dear self, you cannot depend on others for happiness. You have to be happy in your own shoes. Do what you love to do. Nothing else matters because your happiness lies in your own hands.

Be grateful for the little things. Be nice to others. Give. Give. Give. Give as much as you can to people. Say nice words. Have positive thoughts.

You can overcome this. This is just another period that you have to deal with. Same like every other year. Stay strong.

Better days are coming.