I am so done.

It's just so tough. I don't know how long more I can pretend to be strong. I'm so tired. Can life just pause for awhile so that I can heal fully & go back to the way it used to be. :'(

I need that closure

It's crazy. How someone can mean so much to you but now you're nothing in their eyes. How someone can treat you with so much care and concern but are now cold towards you. It's so scary to keep a promise. It's so easy to say but so hard to really mean it.

It's stupid of me to be thinking of you every single day when i know that i'm no longer your priority. Wait. I am nothing to you.

I am so stressed out and i wish i had someone to talk to. To be physically there to make me feel safe.

"If ìts still hurt, you still care. It's not that, i'm just traumatized."

Ya Allah, even if it's going to take months or even years to recover, aku redha sebab dia bukan jodohku. I'll wait until the right one comes. Maybe he already appeared in my life, but there's no need to rush into things. Let my heart heal fully before I can start loving another.