A 'thank you' would be nice to hear.

It hurts when you put in so much effort in something but it doesn't get recognised or appreciated. Worst is when they look at you as if you didn't put in any effort at all. I really don't know if i've made the right decision. I don't know if i really deserve this.

The easiest path may not be the best path

Why did i choose this path instead? Why a teacher and not an optometrist? If i had stick to optom, i wouldn't have to go through all this craziness. I could have gotten $3k/month and lead a good life. I could have gotten $20k of bonus and pursue my part time degree. But i rejected all of that. Why dayah why.

Ya Allah, please make me strong to go through all this. With every hardship, there is ease right.