A step back & ten steps forward

Time for me to move on with life and do what I do best. Time for me to put a smile on others. To contribute back to the society. Back to back community service to gain back my spirit of helping others. That's what i love to do. That's what makes me happy. Even if it means I'm all alone. But I'm never alone, because Allah is always there for me. :')

She's a human after all

People broke her. They made her become like that.

She's broken. She's hurt. But she's strong.

A hug is all you need to make yourself feel better

You control your own happiness. It's easy actually. I managed to do it this morning. I was alone. I put a smile on strangers face. Idk why but its just easier to smile when you know that someone else is smiling because of you.

Hugs. I love hugs.

I'm used to people not hugging me back,and I'll just laughed it off when it happens. But to be honest, it hurts. Imagine you hugging yr mum & she doesn't hug you back. It hurts right? The same exact feeling everytime. You know what hurts more? They reject yr hug, but they'll be happily hug a friend who's directly beside you. Irony huh.

Learn to let go. I made tons of mistakes in my life. A whole lot of mistakes. If I hurt you, please tell me. Please remind me of how stupid I was at that moment. Don't disappear just like that. Don't disappear without an explanation. Cause one day I might just give up and walk away. Even if you don't care, I still care. Stupid isn't it? To know that you don't worth anything to them, but you're still there hoping for a miracle to happen.

Ever since that day, I kept telling myself to shut up. And honestly I no longer talk alot. I'm just afraid to talk. I'm afraid that my words might hurt others.

Just afraid.

"I'm used to it."

Are you really used to it?
If yes, that means you wouldn't talk about it and it shouldn't hurt you even if just a little. I'm used to it-it has become a norm for people to use it regularly. Its like telling others that you have no feelings and its perfectly fine for you to hurt me again and again. Why? Cause you're "immune" to it. And its not as if after that you'll be okay with it, it will keep on repeating in your head to warn you that if a similar situation were to ever happen again, you'll be prepared for it. Why? Cause "I'm used to it". But then what? The cycle repeats. Its like there's no end to it. You'll keep on dwelling about it.
And trust me, its not healthy in the long run. Well before I start dwelling on useless stuffs. I guess its best to sleep now  (:

HEY! SMILE ALRIGHT!