You control your own happiness. It's easy actually. I managed to do it this morning. I was alone. I put a smile on strangers face. Idk why but its just easier to smile when you know that someone else is smiling because of you.
Hugs. I love hugs.
I'm used to people not hugging me back,and I'll just laughed it off when it happens. But to be honest, it hurts. Imagine you hugging yr mum & she doesn't hug you back. It hurts right? The same exact feeling everytime. You know what hurts more? They reject yr hug, but they'll be happily hug a friend who's directly beside you. Irony huh.
Learn to let go. I made tons of mistakes in my life. A whole lot of mistakes. If I hurt you, please tell me. Please remind me of how stupid I was at that moment. Don't disappear just like that. Don't disappear without an explanation. Cause one day I might just give up and walk away. Even if you don't care, I still care. Stupid isn't it? To know that you don't worth anything to them, but you're still there hoping for a miracle to happen.
Ever since that day, I kept telling myself to shut up. And honestly I no longer talk alot. I'm just afraid to talk. I'm afraid that my words might hurt others.
Just afraid.
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